THE LOVE I FEEL!!!

WHAT HAPPENS TO LOVE

WHAT DOES IT DO

WHERE DOES IT GO

Ever fell in love? Ever REALLY fell in LOVE? Have you ever fell in love with 'love'?
Have you ever wondered where does all of this love go, once the love you loved is no where around, for you to love? Have you ever wondered where did your Love's love for you go? What happens to love?
Especially, what happens to love when the relationship ends, where does the love go? 

I have fallen in love more than a few times. There is the baby love, the teenie love, then the grown love. What blew my mind and even my heart, was how much more I loved, how much deeper, I loved, each and every time I loved. What I have noticed, is how the love actually expands, grows and goes even deeper, with each and every experience gifted me, for loving someone. It is now reached a point where I feared and still, at times, fear loving again; as I have been there before, and I know that my next Love will be even deeper and more profound!

LOVE, oh the topic that drives us all, motivates us all, empowers us all, hurts us all, births us all, and even eventually kills us all. How so, keep reading!  

Love is the beginning of all things. Love is the force behind all, things. Love is all the things that is being begun and love is even the force which wields it's self! Love takes all forms, knows all things, is all colors, is all sounds. Love is without time, without limit, without diminish, forever everywhere, for all wheres, simply are, as all wheres are love. 

This website is love, this electricity is love, this reader is love, this writer, is love. Everything is of love, from love and goes back to love. What confuses us, is how love is experienced. Love manifests in various forms, ways, lights, feelings, things and is always shifting in it's degrees of strength. 

Love is determined by proximity to another form of it's self, and is aware of it's self. Love knows all things, sees all things and is all things and everything in between even the things. It simply cannot be completely labeled, bound, hidden or diminished. Only the ways in which it is perceived, view and form awareness of it. Be it in the lacking or the abundance, love is everything it perceives it's self to be, or not be. 

You are love, I am love, we all are love. We just perceive it differently. We see each other differently. We feel each other differently. We experience all loves differently and manifest more love differently, as love would have it no other way. Love is creative and is the epitome of freedom. Love is likened to a bucket that is thrown, where all waters splash freely and land everywhere it possibly can. Love is expressing itself in all ways that are possible, by virtue of it!

Love is given many names and yet is nameless. Love is all things named and experienced and yet remains unseen. Love is felt, heard, smelled, remembered, thought of, dreamt of, feared, loved, fought for, died for, lived for, and yet, it is not known as being all of the things that it is, for it is all things. Love has many labels. Love is all thins, yet the labels used, cause the blindness of it. 

You don't look at your mircowave and call it or even think of it as being love, but it is. Love comes in all things measured and yet is immesereable. Love is and simply is, always was and always will be. It is all strength and all weaknesses. It is experienced in it's weakest forms and strongest forms. The darkest crimes, the greatest acts of humanity, are simply actions of love, but of different strengths, concentrations of it. There is always love behind even the greatest horror. There is always pain, behind the greatest loving act. There is love in all. For all is love. See with love, all the love that is. Only but measure it, and know it. Know that even the many lacks of it, is still love. The weakest love, is still love. There is love all around, because all that is, all that is around is simply it, love. 

So, where does it go? What happens to love when the relationship falters? It simply doesn't go anywhere. The molder of it, the controller of it, which is it's self, manifested in you and all, simply reassigns it to manifest elsewhere, which is another place of love, with purpose to be love, as it too is love. 

Love cannot die. Love is and simply...is. 

Love is why there is experience and the experience of the lack of it. Love is why we experience hate. Love is hate, and hate is love. Imagine a flashlight, flashing its light deep into the darkness, and it being the only light source around. Observe the strength of the light at the lense of the flashlight, and see how the light dims while you look outwards. See how far the light shines out. See how many feet the light extends. Eventually you come to where the light is no longer viewed. Eventually, you see darkness. This is where you start to experience the epitome of the lack of love, the lack of light. This is where the darkness is. This is where the hate is. But if only you all knew of how even the entire forest of darkness is love. How both darkness and light are but one. The yin and the yang. The light, the dark, the love, the hate are all one. 

All that there is, that is, that can be, that is being, simply is love. There is nothing outside of love. Only love stands, even when it is believed to be hate and void, it is still love, for in the act of observing it, one is loving it. If one is observing it, since the one observing it is love, then there is love in the observing of there being lack of love. Love is all things. 

When strength of love weakens, this is because it was once grand. The grandness of it never disappears, never dies, never fades, only the experience of it does. Ultimately, one comes to see the light everywhere, without flashlights or sources, as all things are light, all love is light, all things are love, and even all observers are love. 

All one need do, is follow the light which is observable for your finding. Regardless of how dark things may be experienced as, there is always light. There is always love. Because you, I, and all things are love, we have freedom to chose. Chose to see it. See it everywhere. See it in all things, as this is what it is to be awakened, to see, to be enlightened. One who becomes love, is now experiencing all of it, and now knows of it, knows of self, knows of all. Everything is love and it cannot go anywhere, die, weaken or fail. One only change experience and perception. Love is seen yet is unseen. Chose love. Choosing love, is choosing to see. Seeing love, is seeing all variations of it. Then even the hate is known as an experience of love, just a very dim version of it. 

Destruction and creation is love, for even the thing to be destroyed is in and of it's self a thing of love. The action of destruction, is yet existing, and all things are love. Knowing this brings acceptance, oneness and brings one into the stillness of just being, which is being in oneness with love.

                   

JOLENE CATANNE

What Comes AFTER The Twin Flame of your LIFE?????

This topic, of what comes after the Twin Flame Relationship, of your life, isn't covered too much, and is a very big interest to many, many out there. Many of you have seen my Twin Flame videos and the many, many revelations I share with you all. Many now are surely informed that the relationship that they were in, are currently in and or starting brand new in, is indeed an epic amazing, life changing Twin Flame Union.

Many are left wondering what is next, what am I to do, and is the journey over, once One has found their love? Is the adventure done, in this life, once One meets their Twin? What if some of us aren't actually together with our Twin, anymore? What comes next and how does this work? What is the astral plan for the overall spirit families whom embody human suites?

This actually requires that I explain the difference in between 'Soul Mates' & the epic Twin Flames! Would you be surprised to find that often, not all of the time, but often, we switch from one to the other. Often, when One experiences a massive life changing Twin Flame, then the next journey that awaits is one with their Soul Mate! I will explain, and it is amazing. Also, have you ever thought of utilizing the 'Law of Attraction' for your preference of journey, with regards to romantic and spiritual advancement(s)? This too, I will delve into.

For many, this will seem very delusional, imaginative and even off the wall, but if you do indeed have an open mind; if you have indeed had any supernatural experience(s), if you have ever witnessed a synchronistic event, or chain of events, then you might want to consider getting some insights into the hows and whys! Join my blog, feel free to comment, feel free to ask questions. I am actually writing this short blog, because of someone asking me this very question: What Comes After the Twin Flame life changer Relationship?

WHAT NEXT!!!!???

I will be covering several platforms, and maybe one or more applies to you, maybe just one, or if not, then message me. I will do my best to cover as many as what comes to mind.

PLATFORM ONE

You are still engaged with your Twin, deep into the relationship, and you have recently learned of what it all is and where you stand. You may be feeling that it is going to end up ending, or being a source of severe pain, if it does not. Regardless, you may find yourself wondering, what comes next?

PLATFORM TWO

You may be fresh out of this Twin Flame relationship, and in much deep pain. You may feel a whole host of various pains and confusion and maybe even helplessness, while wondering what could possibly be in your future. What kind of relationship, if any, comes next, especially after one such as this one?

PLATFORM THREE

You may simply be curious, and new to all of this and finding yourself just randomly reading this blog, for any insights into relationships, especially for the Twin Flame relationship. You may be wanting a significant life changing amazing adventure 'Twin Flame' Union. You may even feel that it might be too late for you, that this is impossible for you, but you might want for one.

PLATFORM FOUR

You may have had your Twin Flame many years ago, and are finding that maybe you want your Twin Flame back. STILL hungry for what was left unfinished. Curious and even feeling emptiness inside, in certain areas of your heart or mind. So, if you are finding yourself asking, what next, what to do, what is the process to moving forwards and understanding what is happening? Read on....

If you take a look at all of your relationships, and now view them all as gifts, then you may realize the lesson in all of them. Each relationship throughout all of our many lifetimes are all taking us along the 'Yellow Brick Road', so to speak. They are all pieces of a puzzle, which act as breadcrumbs to contribute to all of us individually and yes, even collectively arriving somewhere, which is *home*! Keep this in mind Dear Ones, as you read along

There are contracted unions, that the world has primarily come to label as the Twin Flame Relationship, and the Soul Mate Relationship. Many also use these two labels interchangeably, and there are also free will relationships and encounters. 

Take a look at all relationships. All relationships are for the attainment of something, that we seek from outside of ourselves. Most relationships are called relationships because they usually are 'relationships' if sexual intimacy is involved. This also plays a role in what it is that we are being gifted through the engaging in these unions. These are gifts and here is something to consider. Carefully look at all of your past experienced relationships, within this lifetime, and even if you have to write it all out on a paper, see all that you have learned. Even meditate for the answers, if you need to. 

Most of you will conclude that you were seeking LOVE! The true authentic, unconditional love, that never leaves you, totally accepts you, knows all of you, forgives all of you, wants all of you, and makes you feel worth this pure love. Most of us are seeking the kind of love that makes us feel like we are lovable, worth loving, and maybe could even help us to truly love our own selves. 

Why am I even talking about this?

  

We come from love, which is God, which is pure unconditional LOVE! While embodying a suite/avatar within this dream/world, we experience the illusion of separation from our origins, which is complete unison with and of God! We feel the lie of this illusion, that we are apart, abandoned, alone, betrayed, worthless, unwanted, defected, and we walk around experiencing even a division of our own selves, for we are all double minded. Day consciousness/EGO & Night consciousness/SUBCONSCIOUS!!! 

So, we have contracted designated and divine relationship unions designed to help to guide us back into conscious union with our origins, which is the pure true and unconditional love of God/Higher Self.

All relationships are gifts which lead us down the path to our origins, home! Soul Mate Relationships are the loving nurturing relationships which slowly drop us into the illusion, while the Twin Flame Relationship Template are designed to awaken us from the illusion. The illusion of separation form SELF! 

So, if you are likened onto the many, many of us all, and you have always sought after the true and authentic love, the love of origin, then you have experienced many opposites to this love, in order to come to know the many types of loves, which served to expand your overall conscious awareness of the love, that which you originated as, and will return to. Now look at your current relationship stance. Are you single, are you with someone, or are you sorta involved, but not sure what it is yet? There are many ways we situate ourselves in these experiences and this tells you much, if you look. 

Ask yourself this question....

What are you most experiencing in this relationship, or what was it that you mainly experienced within your last relationship? Here is an example to consider and use towards yourself, for this insight.

Did you primarily experience only being valued for a thing, such as sex, or money? Take a good look into this, as this will serve as a good example of what it is that we are to learn from our own selves; which will help guide you on your OWN path into knowing where you are to go to next!!!

I provide an example above, regarding being found only valuable for the sex or the money, as there are limitless experiences to be had. The above is just an example to consider. 

Here is the reason for it. Your partner will be a gift to you, for you, to show you, YOU! 

If you find that your partner seemed to only want you for sex, or for money, this shows you that there is something about sex or money that you feel that gives you worth. This shows you that there is something about the sex or money that makes you more lovable, desired and worthy of love. Somewhere, along the way, you have placed judgement on your sex value and or money value, to be a negative thing, but a needed thing. Therefore you may experience your partner seemingly coming to you for just sex and or just money. Initially we may think, oh, that is just a reflection of what kind of person that we are with, is. This too is true, but we attract what we are. We attract what is like our own selves. Why?

To come to know ourselves, our deep buried subconscious selves, so that we may face the things we have come to not like about ourselves and then know ourselves and then make a change and experience how change may be good or bad, but eventually arrive at simply loving our true authentic self, regardless of labels, thus labels fall off. 

Slowly and gradually we arrive at knowing thyself, and unconditionally loving thyself, which is closer to origin, and true self love. All relationships gift us this through the experience of the multiple adversities to the deep desire for true and authentic self love. 

Are you coming out of a very life changing and maybe painful relationship? Was your last relationship Twin Flame? If you are still in pain, then you haven't quite faced all of the deep most hidden reasons behind all of your pain. Example: If someone calls you fat, and this deeply hurts your feelings and makes you feel betrayed and worthless. This will only hurt your feelings and cause you pain, if deep, deep down inside of yourself, you believe you are fat, worthless and unwantable. If you do NOT identify with and have no labels for and or judgement for this experience, then you will shrug it off and be on with the rest of your day. If your significant other cheats on you, there is a great pain inside deeper than language can speak. There is a deep fundamental reason behind this pain. 

You must go within and honestly find your answer for why this hurt you so much. MOST commonly, the reason for this soul pain, is because, from this person, you have put an expectation on. You need love and want love with this person and from this person. Deep authentic and unconditional love from this person. You have put effort, time and much trust into this person, and then was given this pain, instead. Here is the kicker. Get ready, it will hurt and hurt bad. This person acted selfishly, yes, and this person did betray you, yes. 

The gift found from this kind of experience is the gift of complete unconditional self love. How??? WHAT IN THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT?????

             

Your relationship with this person, is also an illusion. It is not real. It is only an adventure. It is a game, where you are to learn a conscious expansion and step forwards into being closer to HOME. WHAT in the hell???

Let me explain:

We enter into these contracted relationships and there are different types, for experience that will slowly and gradually bring back our memories of what and who we truly are, which is true unconditional love, that is of God. If you partner, that we attract, by the way, cheats on you; you are being faced with the painful truth that no one will and no one can, love you like YOU can. No one can give you your own LOVE, but YOU!!! No matter who you get with, no matter what you do, no matter where you travel, no matter whom you trust, no matter what bond you devise, you will, will come to know the experience of the contrasts to all that you seek, which is ultimate, unwavering, complete and total unconditional LOVE!!!! 

Once you have lived enough lifetimes, once you have loved enough, once you have been through all of the maze, of this illusion sooooooo much, for sooooooo many times and return trips, you will finally come to really realize this sacred truth, that all that you have been seeking outside of yourself, is within yourself. If you are not here yet, if you are still hungering and needing to get love from outside of yourself, then you are not done having the unique adventurous journey of living lifetimes within this dreamscape. You very well may reincarnate here again, and again, until you arrive at the lifetime where you truly and deeply see, feel and down deep into your core, come to know this sacred truth. 

If your partner has cheated on you, the lesson here is for you to arrive at a choice. Either you drop your partner, or you decide to forgive your partner. Some of us say we forgive and do not. Regardless, we eventually live the lifetime where we arrive at the true forgiveness, and then the unconditional love is born. Unconditional love is born through only 'EVIL'. Evil acts must be done onto us, for us to be afforded the experience of 'choice' and the gifts of choosing to forgive. By being the one to eventually arrive at the lifetime of truly forgiving someone for such an act of such betrayal, One comes to realize One's own capacity to truly and unconditionally LOVE. Then One can then see that all of the love that has always been sought after, was within, this whole time. Then One can finally unwrap the gift and realize that the true unconditional love that has always been needed, wanted and hungered for, can only come from within. 

Until you learn this, feel it and know this, deep down into your very own soul, you will re-experience all contrasts to love, over and over and over again, reincarnating into many, many illusions of dreamscapes, until you awaken from the dream.

So, what next?????

If you are coming from a Twin Flame experience, and you want to know what comes next....

If you haven't had your Twin yet....

If you had your Twin many years ago....

If  you are just curious....

You have the answers already inside of yourself. You only look within, meditate and then honestly look at yourself. Look at what it is that you dominantly experience from all of your relationships. If it is the need for love and to be valued, cherished, wanted and protected, you will most likely experience more relationships with lessons/gifts of contrasts to LOVE, in order to find it. If you are One who knows true and unconditional divine self love, then you are ready for yet another Twin Flame, or Soul Mate, just that now, you aren't going to attract your Twin or Soul partner from a position of need, or lack. You will now be attracting a Twin for further awakening into deeper unison with Higher Self/God, or you will attract a Soul Mate, for simply experiencing someone to use your new rediscovered abilities to love, on and with. 

Only you can answer the above question. What comes next. I can only give you a template, which greatly depends on what is inside of you! Ask yourself these questions and find the true embarrassing but honest answers, and then you will know what you are to experience. You will then know which type of relationship that you will attract, as Twin Flame will bring you to self love, unconditional love, when YOU are ready; and Soul Mate will have some love, but will slowly serve to distract you from remembering who you are and serve to entertain you. 

If you haven't seen any of my Twin Flame videos, you really should, as I expose the meat of what happens in every day life of a Twin Flame relationship that is extreme versions. I make it very easy to identify if whether or not you are indeed engaged in an authentic Twin Flame relationship, which will show you if you are in a Soul Mate relationship, or not. YouTube: Jolene Catanne

 This will also help you to gauge where you stand on what is to come next for you. Again, leave a comment or question for me. I very much welcome you to. BE BLESSED and I Sincerely hope this has shed some light into your view, for we are all headed to the same place, just each journey is our own story, and it's amazing!

This is the end of part one on this topic. I am coming back with a part two, as I want to share with you what is coming next for me, how I know this and how you too can know this. As I have just come out of a very life changing Twin Flame Journey, and I have some very interesting insights that I believe will be of benefit to any who seek these answers. ~Jolene Catanne  

    

Twin Flame: Is your TWIN a COMPULSIVE LIAR & WHY!!!!

TWIN FLAME: Is Your TWIN a COMPULSIVE LIAR & Why! 

Want to know why? What does it mean, when your Twin always tells you lies to your face, on a daily basis? Why are you having this experience with your Twin? What are the deeper reasons behind this over all contracted experience? If this person is your Twin Flame, then this means this person's 'soul' is indeed your own. So why would 'YOU' lie to 'YOU', and betray yourself, in this manner? What is the point of experiencing this issue with the one whom you so deeply love, when almost all other aspects of the relationship is normal, and even beyond amazing? READ and find out. 

Have you ever had someone lie to you before and then get caught, in the lie? You have experienced this, I am pretty sure, as I have myself. Sometimes this is funny, and you shame the person, pick on them, and move on. Sometimes the lie is a serious matter and you must seriously reconsider having any further dealings with the person who made the choice to lie to you. Why am I talking about regular everyday lies, right here...because regular everyday lies are just that, regular. When a perfect stranger lies to you, you just got lied to, but beyond the regular irritation of the lie, this usually does NOT cause you to experience deep emotional pain. Even if friends lie to you, usually you can move past it, depending on the circumstances, and all is good and well. These types of lies, from friends, are not soul crushing, agonizing, mind flipping, wounding blows to your core, to your very soul; but when your TWIN FLAME lies to you, this is a whole different novel of pain. People even have taken their own lives over this particular kind of soul twisting agonizing pain, caused by their Twin. 

I have a very serious and deep point that I'm working up to, with this above harsh and true statement. Sincerely, from my heart, for your benefit and even soul benefit, I will share with you the whys and hows of this experience. Whole heartedly, I tell you the following and this is most amazing and eye opening. 

 

SOME CRUCIAL THINGS TO FIRST KNOW BEFORE READING FURTHER

I am aware that many of you already know most of what I am about to simply list, but I still push forward for listing some, some of the basics to the TWIN FLAME, simply for the benefit of those who have no idea.

1. One must firstly understand that your TWIN is wearing another body, another suit, but that your TWIN is, at the soul level, sprung off and a part of, YOU! The two of you, literally share the same soul spark, which is also labeled as 'fire'. Most people understand and get this concept. It gets deeper. 

2. In between lifetimes and before reincarnating into the next life, we all take on new roles to play out, for the next 'play'. We all enter within DIVINE CONTRACTS, so to speak, as these contracts define our roles and have specific goals; in which we agree to fulfill, within these lifetimes, we excitedly take on. 

3. The soul is also called a few other names/labels, and this is important for fully understanding what is going on. Knowing this is vital to understanding why your TWIN, yourself, is constantly lying to you.

4. Keep this in mind, for your consideration, as many people have different beliefs. So just consider what I am about to spill/reveal to you. You may very well reconsider some of your own beliefs and find incredible relief and understanding about the issue that you are finding yourself in. Sincerely, I say this, as I have been there, Dear Ones. I have not only been through hell, I've sold tickets!

 SOUL=soul spark, light, essence, flame, fire, breath, air, conscious, & spirit, just to name a few. 

5. There is a very important reason for knowing why the 'soul' is also known as a type of 'fire'. You are a conscious, breathing, experiencing, loving, passionate, learning being, that is temporarily vacationing/learning through the use of a body.   

6. Your Twin is the gasoline to your inner soul, your inner fire, your inner flame. You are the gasoline to your Twin's soul, fire and flame. When the two of you meet, fall in love, share intense intimacy, and spend time together, the two of you will arrive at causing friction. There is a very deep and profound reason for this, and your Twin being a compulsive liar is only but one of the multitudes of reasons why the two of you experience friction and fighting. 

So let us now get to the core of what is going on. 

Before we reincarnate and split off from Creator God Force, which is ourselves, we are at one with God. We experience the sheer power of pure fire, pure consciousness, pure love and pure sound and light. We are complete and whole,lacking nothing, for we are all things, knowing zilch about lack. We are all a part of the actual being of GOD! 

We then split off from God, which then becomes the possibility of now perceiving of God, for we are now at a perceived distance from God Source, divided off from God. We, in this astral/spirit/fire form, are then likened to angels. The word or label that we use, for describing astral beings, is angel and many other names/labels. We can use angel here. The more these angels divide from each other, causes even more of a dimming of this immense light, power, fire and purity of love. We then must divide off into enough parts, as to finally slow down our luminessence, energy, and conscious awareness, until we are now a frequency match that is not too powerful to be embodied by an avatar/ suit/body. 

The way back to God/home is through our Twin!!!!! 

This is sacred and divine and predestined within the astral, prior to incarnating and reincarnating within any holographic plane/adventure. 

So here goes...

As we divide, more and more and more from God, which is where we originated, we also shrink in perfection and even to the point of amnesia. We forget all of this. We forget our origins. We take on imperfection, vulnerability, fear, hatred, and all the opposites of what we truly are. We are now aware of the darkness, which is also a part of God, but at the extreme opposite end of the spectrum of the source of all creation. In order to find our way home to our origins, we must find our Twin. Through each lifetime, we do this. We experience this love, this bond, this divine union, and many, many lifetimes experiencing every possible experience in between, growing in conscious awareness.

Here comes the deceit, betrayal, and friction. Your twin will play one role for you, as you play one role for  your Twin. If your Twin is the 'good' Twin, then you are to play the role of the 'bad' Twin, and vise versa. These roles switch. 'GOOD COP v/s BAD COP'. 

Your Twin is to ignite within you your fire, your energy, your passion, your love and open your consciousness through the experience of all things, all bads, all goods, all pains, all pleasures, all fears, all beliefs & most importantly, burn you into awakening. If your Twin is a compulsive liar, then you may indeed be having this experience with your Twin because you are to learn a very important lesson, which is to experience incredible pain. 

WHY???? 

If a friend lies to you, this isn't exactly soul changing. The more important the person is to you, the more betrayal you experience if this important person lies to you. To become severely betrayed, hurt, and even experience the conscious expansion needed for your own awakening, you must experience either extreme, beyond belief, pure and true LOVE, or extreme, beyond belief, pure and complete LACK of LOVE. You must stretch your heart's capacity, your mind's capacity and the capacity of your own conscious awareness through the experience of either one. This is why your Twin will lie to you. Not all Twins do this to the extreme, and not all people are at the point in their lifetimes where they are to experience extreme Twin Flame contracts, as not all are graduating from this plane.

When you are with your Twin, you truly do become one. So, when your Twin lies to you, you experience a mental fracturing, a ripping of yourself apart. It is likened to being split into two pieces. Each lie, produces this affect. Each betrayal causes yet another division of your own self, over and over again and this is the true meaning behind the age old saying, 'DEATH by 1,000 CUTS! 

You are to experience as many of these splittings of yourself, until you enter into the experience where your Twin reignites your soul into pure agony, which is when your soul spark burns with intense pain and becomes incredibly expanded in the 'hell' of the experience. You may not achieve this within the lifetime that you are currently adventuring within, and then again, you may. This is why all Twin Flame unions clash and fight. It is to cause the other half of 'self' to go to 'hell'. 

Here's the deal. A person can only love you as much as they know how to. A person can only cheat you as much as they understand how to cheat you. A person can only be as trustworthy as they themselves trust. The more pain you have experienced, the more pleasure you can now experience, due to the experience of its lack. 

EXAMPLE: Many children who are raised with very wealthy parents, never truly appreciate their wealth. If you were severely poor, and even suffered from it, then now you can truly appreciate being abundant and wealthy. You will now have sincere attachment and appreciation for the experience of having plenty, by experiencing the severe lack of plenty. The more pain, sorrow, loneliness, hatred and lack you experience, the more you now can come to know and experience all opposites to this. The more you experience the bads, the more you are now capable of experiencing the goods. 

You are eventually to come to living a lifetime where your Twin is to ignite your fire, your soul and split you into so many painful death experiences of the 'soul', that you now can come to know of rebirth, of love, and eye awakening truths. This is why your Twin may indeed be a compulsive, destructive liar, betrayer and do many painful horrid things to you. You are spiritually slapping your own face, pinching your own self into waking up from this dream, from this holographic adventure. You are ultimately burning yourself with your own fire, which is your Twin, into awakening out of the trance and belief of this 3-D dreamscape. 

If you find yourself completely hurt and so in love with your Twin, and being betrayed, lied to, and still just loving your Twin so, so, so, very much, then you are indeed expanding into unconditional love. Unconditional love is the love of God, which is your origin. When you begin loving even your worst enemy, you are loving the way you used to love, which is exactly what God is, unconditional love. You, Dear One, are most blessed among many. This is why many of our Twins hurt us. We show them unconditional love, at the end of the dream. They show us ultimate soul crushing agony, which leads to the greatest of all loves, unconditional love. Ultimately, your Twin gave you the greater gift. Ultimately, you awaken to true and pure unconditional love, from yourself, and for yourself, and if it is predestined, you will awaken from the Matrix, this dreamscape, this holographic reality and see all things, know all things and then make the choice. THE CHOICE is a topic for another blog that I will blog about. 

I hope this helps bring light and love to you. I hope this gives you a deeper understanding and explain some of the amazing truths behind why we are here, why do we suffer, why do we even have Twin Flames, and the format for the game we all play. Feel free to leave a comment or even a question below. Contact me on my G+ or email. embodyingsource@outlook.com 

WHY we seek LOVE

this is truth, always will be. We aren't meant to seek love from outside of self. This is the hearbreak cycle that is never ending. It is an illusion. the truest of all true loves is to come from within, for self, by self. Turn all this love you have and want to give to others and give it freely to self, as this is the storing up treasures within the heavens. As loving self is the path. Self love leads to loving all others and finding all loves. It is in self. It is already inside of you. One just needs to go within, instead of seeking outwardly. All that is, is already inside. So love 'self'. You and only you can give you this. The cycle ends and you conquer the game and the lie. It is only after one lives the life of trying to capture for self the love one craves from the outside of self, that one may finally come to realize that it is and always has been inside, from the start. The love you seek is already inside you. This is why no matter who we love, no matter how hard we love others, no matter how long, or how much we sacrifice; the love we seek, as long as we seek it outside of self, we will always end up wanting and hurt. Only, only after chasing it for so long and with all of our hearts and repeatedly failing in obtaining the love we seek, from outside of 'self', that one comes to rest from the race and search, that one finds the answer. One then can come to see that all we seek was within, the whole time, it was already inside. Don't you see that to love self is to profoundly simultaneously love all others, limitlessly, as we are all truly one. You will stop the endless cycle of pain, once you stop the chasing of it and give self what is inside 'self'. Your self love. We are all but children at heart, learning to self sooth, in this we may come to the universal love and find ourselves capable of then soothing others. the below post is so true as no one loves you as hard as you love, cause loving all others before self is going against the tide. surrender and go within, then one can see what is. much love

TWIN FLAME: Pt 2 (FALSE or AUTHENTIC TWIN) How is my TWIN my MIRROR & WH...

So, now you have seen part one of this mini video series about the topic of Twin Flames, and how they are your mirror reflection. You must see part one, in order to gather the depth of this full meaning of the design of how Twin Flame Unions work; and to fully appreciate what I further go into, in part two, below.



Your Twin Flame LOVE, will be your divine guide, and reveal to you all of the You that you have abandoned. How is this? Explain to me, how is this true, why and give examples of every day life, of how your Twin does this. Believe me, Twin Flame, provides a very sacred service to you, for you, predestined by 'You' and you will have your mind blown, in these revelations! We truly are the Yin & Yang to each other, and this bond goes deeper than most realize.  

TWIN FLAME: pt 1 (FALSE or AUTHENTIC 'twin'), how is my TWIN my mirror &...

Many have heard of the concept that our Twin Flame is our mirror, and think this means that our Twin is going to be someone who is just like us. That our Twin will be just another person who has most things in common to us, that our Twin will basically feel and think the same about almost all things, as we do, ourselves. Our Twin is our mirror reflection, just not in this way. Think of a mirror that shows you your reflection, but only shows you the back of your head, while you are facing it forwards. Crazy huh! Well, this is the way your Twin will face and reflect 'You' to you. See this video and finally understand the secret meanings behind this concept. You will then fully understand why it is that your Twin is the way that your Twin is, and why you are you. 

                    

Why IS There Bad Things that HAPPEN

Someone asked me why do we have terrorist. I answer a brief answer here: Why do we have terrorists? We live within this world/holographic plane, in which there is 'free will'. Here, we experience duality! We co-exist within a holographic plane of both 'good/bad' likened onto God, in that we are from God! I know you know all of this already hun. What I am saying is, we must have both good and bad, because, in order for everything to even exist-within this purgatorical/plane-there must be 'polar opposites', magnetic 'positives and negatives', contrasts. The reason we have existence/awareness/consciousness, within this 'plane/world' is to experience the duality of contrast! Terrorists is only but one of the multitudes of contrasts for the lessons we are all learning of 'LOVE'. We all learn of 'Love' through the experiences of its contrast/opposite(s). God is Love, so we are learning of God, in essence. This is why we are all collectively here. Many blessings Dear One. I was just subscribing to Ralph, because he is on an amazing 'life journey' and sharing what he learns with us. I had seen your question and it broke my heart, as terrorists are scary.

Is Your Twin Flame Over You

    If you are indeed finding yourself wondering about this very topic, then you are just like I was. You may be asking yourself if your ex love, is over you. Maybe because a part of you isn't over your ex, just yet! You might be missing him or her, feeling very dead inside. You might find yourself being just like I was, living a life on pause....You might wonder these things and ask yourself many questions and hunger for these answers. I am here writing these things to tell you some incredible truths, you should know. Truths that I have awakened to and I sincerely want for you to know deeep within you. You have the right to know why you are feeling these things and what is going on with your heart, his heart and or her heart. You hunger for understanding and most importantly, to know if your ex still loves you. You want to know if your ex still keeps thinking of you, missing you. You may even want to know if your ex love would want you back. So let's get down to the bone of the issue.
   If you have seen my YouTube videos on Twin Flame, then you are very familiar with my own experiences and you know, without a shadow of a doubt that I have extensive experience with relationships, Twin Flame relationships and also the spiritual aspects that are involved with intense passionate relationships. So, when I tell you what I am about to tell you, please seriously consider it all.
   If you have seen my Twin Flame videos, then you will know that indeed you were actively engaged in a Twin Flame Contracted Union, or not. If you haven't seen them, you really should, as you will empower yourself into knowing whether or not if you were involved with a Twin Flame, or not. These videos are still free on YouTube, for your enjoyment, convenience and self empowerment, as we all know YouTube is slowly and gradually turning into a paid service which may very well soon require paid subscriptioning, just like Hulu does. Freely watch and become informed. My channel is called: Jolene Catanne and the video series is called: TWIN FLAME=Contracts (Introduction to the Truth) Need to Know
   This matters because what I am about to go deep into and describe to you is regarding the Twin Flame Relationship, and is a deep subject. If you have seen them, please read on, as you will most definitely understand all that I am about to reveal to you. If you have not, you will struggle to gain as much from this reading/revealing as I intend for you, for your benefit.
   So, let's get to it....Your True Twin Flame will never, ever get over you. It's that simple. Your twin flame will always crave you, miss you, think about you, want you and even imagine being close and intimate with you. Your twin flame will often think about all of the things the two of you did together and want more. If this person is NOT your Twin FLAME, then this person will most likely get over you, forget about you and move on. This is why it is soooooo important for you to see my videos on Twin Flame, for you to be able to know if whether or not he or she is your Twin or not. This way you can derive for your own self, the answer to your hearts burning question.
    Is your twin flame, your love of your life, over you? If indeed this person is your Twin Flame, the answer is a complete and total, NO! Your Twin Flame is NOT over You, nor will he or she ever be. Your love, is YOU!!! You are ONE. This is truth. Just as you are missing your Twin, he or she is missing you and thinks of you. Your love and connection for and with this love is eternal. You two met, you two shared intense amazing encounters, experiences and many struggles, battles and passions. The question that usually comes up, after getting the answer to this question of whether or not your twin flame is over you is, what in the heck am I suppose to do now?

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