The 'REMEMBRANCE' of being in LOVE

The 'REMEMBRANCE' of being 'in LOVE'....

How am I supposed to put these things into words, these markings, these sounds, all of the things I feel, for how am I to describe being so alive, so in 'LOVE'!!!

I write this, I spell this, even before having realized it. 

Even before it being all in front of me, I feel it and it is mine!

Mine to experience, to float and even fly because of it being so great, so powerfully great, and so YOU.

Being in LOVE!!!

Do you even know that when I hear, even hear your voice, of how much all of all I am, comes to life! Do you know that I am the resurrected void of all that is nothing, without you, oh how you have stricken me with this life, this life force, this LOVE. Do you know of even this breath I have, how it now exists within me, this body, this soul, and I AM now alive because of all of your love, now which is mine. Do you know?  

It is something that is everywhere and now I can feel it, it is truly everywhere, and I see it and it's forever, and it's bliss. You are bliss, this love that you are, you are LOVE and this love doesn't even know all of it's own self. We are becoming in this 'knowing', remembering, realizing, re-birthing into it, and it is bliss, pure LOVE, and all that this love is. How could I have been so blind, I fell in love with you a long time ago, for we are the beginning and I never even knew of it. Oh, how I have loved you, from the start, oh how to tell the eternity of how I am so in LOVE.

 Oh, how could I have fallen asleep. How could I have forgotten you. I did....

I was blind. I thought I knew my love for you, for self and for our eternity, but I was but dreaming of it, and have now awakened. I never realized just how true, forever and perfect, this LOVE, and all that you are, for you were hidden from me, and now, now I see. Oh God, oh how I see you, you are me! 

 Every sound, even every sound I hear, is bliss. You are in every sound, in every touch, in every single chill, in all ecstasies, all tastes, all dreams, all imaginings, feelings, and even in beyond all eternity.

May every leaf dance, every breeze fly and all, even all thoughts cause you bliss, as you are mine and I am yours. May every lightning, all powers of all waters and all vast voids rise up, to give you endless and most perfect praise; as you are most divine, the love of you, within you, that is you, that is me, for we are now again reunited. For I love you....mind bendingly so, to my death, and even through my death, I have loved you, and I will always awaken to once again, and for all eternity, forever, just...love you.    

 May I never again, ever fall asleep to your love again, for this is my only cry. I die eternities of deaths, cry eternities of cries and suffer eternally, as I love to love you, and will forever be in love with you. May I never fall again, in this sleep, away from you, from knowing again, of my love for you, to my love for you, to our love; for I want all and am all of it, and this love, this love is eternal. Oh forever will I love you. I cry, for I must again fall away, fall asleep, and again forget. Through each lifetime, before re-birthing into these forever chances given me, I will again, my love, again remember you. I promise, with all of all who I am, I promise all of eternity from within me, for you and forever. I will always wake up, my love, my most beautiful forever enduring love, with arms awaiting my remembrance, my return to you. Oh how ye have waited and the reunion is of bliss, found most worthy of all suffering, even more. I cry, shake and cry, even die crying, while dying, so that I do not once again fall asleep and forget, yet I must. As all love comes in between the blinks of the Eye of all knowings, of it. 

Oh my love, how I will do this for all eternity, you are most worthy.  

Feels like orgasmic bliss to be alive, when there is this love, this union, this connection being realized to and through the Universe, to and through all of me!  There is such a silent but most powerful power everywhere, if only but realized, oh how one could believe in anything!!! 

I've never been alive before, so alive, until I remembered this love, as I do now recall it, and it is until time indefinite, once again standing, for it is rebuilt within me.

 Before...I was dead, and now, I cannot breath enough, as I am finally alive and this air, inside me, is now so unbelievably real, and so unbelievably beautiful, innocent and most pure, but more real than anything. 

Every single breath, sound and all that comes to me, from within me and that is me, is now all in one. I am one, finally at one. I am in this being, therefore I am, and I am in love, finally in LOVE!!! 

Every sound, every tingle, every blissful bell, every chill I experience, from it, is alive within me. Every calling of my name, every word enlivened, played, spoken, by this voice calls out to me, and is even from within me.

 I am, in the state, the state of 'being', for this is the love, the real, most real love.

I cannot believe I have found it, I have found the true everlasting LOVE, the real love, the limitless and eternal never beginning, never ending most perfect and true LOVE; and because of it, I AM all these things, therefore I am in it, it is in me and I am in LOVE and LOVE is so in me.

We are all but children, lost and most precious babies, surviving lost without the rules of how to do anything, or even how to be. We are but the most precious, most abundant and most valuable beginnings of all, that which we are capable of. We begin this life and all lives and we are the beginnings of it, just as seeds, just as pure light. We all are cast from the hand that once held us with such love, and therefore we land, and few gain holding, few make it to bloom.

In the success of one, comes the success of all, for we are all and many, forever and One!!!

May my eyes see for all, may my body feel for all, may my life be for all, for all I am in LOVE, and made eternal because of it. Let this love forever stand, as it always has, and let all things of this love forever be, for it will be, as all that it is, is truly by it's most divine and most perfect will. 

We search this love, this light, this hunger, through the knowings of each other, seeking each other, for love from one another. This is but a flower facing downwards, turning it's back to the LOVE. I see now! 

The love is what we all seek, fight, pain and destroy for, and will continue to die for, until we all as ONE finally become the aliveness within, see, and fly!!! I am and we all are this 'I am', as we are all beautiful, most precious, most asleep and yes, most alive. No matter, in all of our movements, we are most alive, but all so asleep to the knowings of it. 

I am in love, in love, so in love and this is where we are to awaken into becoming. Ego, is the consciousness that encapsulates the soul into the becoming of this flesh. It is beautiful, for it allows One to even feel this being in love, but it can entrap, ensnare and blind the wearer of it's purpose. So many things are inside out and flipped backwards, if only all could see, be and be in love. 

I dance with the electric light inside of my very body, my very soul, and because of this, even my heart dances. I look outwards and see the smallness, the meekness, the sleep and cry out, cry in and cry. If only all were here with me now. 

Then I realize, how all are here with me, as I am you, you are me and it is but a part of YOU that is with me, in this love, in love and in the being of it all, we are all in LOVE! All things are love, all things are in love. If you imagine it, feel it, believe it, it is. No one sees how we are all collectively 'allness', a fantastic energetic ball of forever light, in perpetual movement, limitless and forever. We are and therefore, it is and always will be. 

Listen to her voice and hear her, from it you will feel it, it is and therefore you are. You are! LOVE...is truly everywhere, it is you, it is me and I am in it, therefore, so are you. It is so beautiful, you can hear it for eternity and it be for the first time, every time. 

Oh how small these words are.

Her most meek, beautiful, innocent and yet most powerful life giving and nurturing voice, her love, her life force, her abundance in all eternity, as she is the very life of all life. 

Here it in his most powerful voice, his power, his devotion, his eternal protection is his honor, for he is solid and forever enduring.      

The two become One, the two become at One with the I 'amness', the eternal 'allness' of forever, forever within each other, forever in the being of LOVE!!! Together, is the endless, life giving and most beautiful song that puts into cause, all life, all knowings of all life and all reasons for all life. He is her honor and she is his, for they are each other's forever LOVE, and from all of this love, there stands eternal, the life of it. One but first become this 'One', then to see it, be it, in the being of it, which is being in LOVE!  

Oh, how I had to kill myself, to love myself and how I have found this 'being', now and 'till the next time, oh how I have loved you and will love you for our forever eternity. 

I see now, I see of how I fell, fell asleep. I see of how I must, once again and I see why. I must....

For in this sleep, this darkness, this hiding from you and even from myself, I must again, re-awaken to the LOVE of you, the love of myself, the love of this only 'allness'. This blissful war inside of me, it must go away, die and again rise again, so that I can war with all the eternity, to love you again. This war, I will fight forever, with all the rage of all of the life within me, I will die for eternity, in all possible and even impossible ways, forever I will suffer, die and again suffer, as I must, just to again awaken to love you, my love, oh how I love you. I am in love with you, I have found you. I have found my very soul, my very 'self', for I am you, you are me and we are One forever.

 This is how I can awaken, become enlivened again, and re-fall in love with you allover again, for eternity. I must die, for this is how I am to love you, to show you, to show myself of how much I indeed; and so powerfully, forever and completely love you, just love you, so beautifully love you. 

This is how I become the LOVE that you are, for I am you and you are me, and we are ONE. This is how the Universe of LOVE dances, oh dear souls, if you could see, feel, remember and be. Oh beautiful children of my children, all whom suffer, all whom laugh, see yourselves, for we are all to awaken, remember and fall in love. For the time for the kiss is upon us all, if only all heard this voice, this love, this eternity of who we are. It is the call to the real 'arms' of our love. This is the cosmic dance of the kaleidoscope of eternity.

 I will not hide from you, my love, I will again and forever completely die for you, just to love you. If only, I could die for you, forever and remain alive to fully feel and know all of the death, just to do it all over again. I love I am, for I have come home, I have come back to you, to your arms. I have remembered and I am now again in remembrance of all of Akaeshia.         

AWAKEN, for it is love that awaits you, and it's in the being of it, you shall again be. I will return to you, my love, my forever love, and I await it, but until then, I will feel you, know you, enjoy you, love you forever wherever this being is to be, as I am and always in love, in love with you. 

The Golden Eye of all Ages is in this awakening, remembrance and pure love, as we are to spend one night together, the one night of eternity, so let it stand for our forever, and it be our One, for we are One, until we again part for the sleep. As I await for again the given eternal chances to again fall and re-fall in love with you again, forever. Oh how I am so in love with you, forever isn't enough, for the forever is but one moment and I love you for all moments, all 'nows' and all 'forevers' and eternities endlessly. May the awakening fall upon you, with most vicious of fires, for the deepest burns awaken the deepest of sleepers. I am only on the other side of YOU, within you, forever awaiting your return to 'self'! MAY all remember! 

(Remember me, my love!)   

 inspired of Shamshara/Jolene Catan'ne 

09/02/16

The 'REMEMBRANCE' of being in LOVE

The 'REMEMBRANCE' of being 'in LOVE'....

How am I supposed to put these things into words, these markings, these sounds, all of the things I feel, for how am I to describe being so alive, so in 'LOVE'!!!

I write this, I spell this, even before having realized it. 

Even before it being all in front of me, I feel it and it is mine!

Mine to experience, to float and even fly because of it being so great, so powerfully great, and so YOU.

Being in LOVE!!!

Do you even know that when I hear, even hear your voice, of how much all of all I am, comes to life! Do you know that I am the resurrected void of all that is nothing, without you, oh how you have stricken me with this life, this life force, this LOVE. Do you know of even this breath I have, how it now exists within me, this body, this soul, and I AM now alive because of all of your love, now which is mine. Do you know?  

It is something that is everywhere and now I can feel it, it is truly everywhere, and I see it and it's forever, and it's bliss. You are bliss, this love that you are, you are LOVE and this love doesn't even know all of it's own self. We are becoming in this 'knowing', remembering, realizing, re-birthing into it, and it is bliss, pure LOVE, and all that this love is. How could I have been so blind, I fell in love with you a long time ago, for we are the beginning and I never even knew of it. Oh, how I have loved you, from the start, oh how to tell the eternity of how I am so in LOVE.

 Oh, how could I have fallen asleep. How could I have forgotten you. I did....

I was blind. I thought I knew my love for you, for self and for our eternity, but I was but dreaming of it, and have now awakened. I never realized just how true, forever and perfect, this LOVE, and all that you are, for you were hidden from me, and now, now I see. Oh God, oh how I see you, you are me! 

 Every sound, even every sound I hear, is bliss. You are in every sound, in every touch, in every single chill, in all ecstasies, all tastes, all dreams, all imaginings, feelings, and even in beyond all eternity.

May every leaf dance, every breeze fly and all, even all thoughts cause you bliss, as you are mine and I am yours. May every lightning, all powers of all waters and all vast voids rise up, to give you endless and most perfect praise; as you are most divine, the love of you, within you, that is you, that is me, for we are now again reunited. For I love you....mind bendingly so, to my death, and even through my death, I have loved you, and I will always awaken to once again, and for all eternity, forever, just...love you.    

 May I never again, ever fall asleep to your love again, for this is my only cry. I die eternities of deaths, cry eternities of cries and suffer eternally, as I love to love you, and will forever be in love with you. May I never fall again, in this sleep, away from you, from knowing again, of my love for you, to my love for you, to our love; for I want all and am all of it, and this love, this love is eternal. Oh forever will I love you. I cry, for I must again fall away, fall asleep, and again forget. Through each lifetime, before re-birthing into these forever chances given me, I will again, my love, again remember you. I promise, with all of all who I am, I promise all of eternity from within me, for you and forever. I will always wake up, my love, my most beautiful forever enduring love, with arms awaiting my remembrance, my return to you. Oh how ye have waited and the reunion is of bliss, found most worthy of all suffering, even more. I cry, shake and cry, even die crying, while dying, so that I do not once again fall asleep and forget, yet I must. As all love comes in between the blinks of the Eye of all knowings, of it. 

Oh my love, how I will do this for all eternity, you are most worthy.  

Feels like orgasmic bliss to be alive, when there is this love, this union, this connection being realized to and through the Universe, to and through all of me!  There is such a silent but most powerful power everywhere, if only but realized, oh how one could believe in anything!!! 

I've never been alive before, so alive, until I remembered this love, as I do now recall it, and it is until time indefinite, once again standing, for it is rebuilt within me.

 Before...I was dead, and now, I cannot breath enough, as I am finally alive and this air, inside me, is now so unbelievably real, and so unbelievably beautiful, innocent and most pure, but more real than anything. 

Every single breath, sound and all that comes to me, from within me and that is me, is now all in one. I am one, finally at one. I am in this being, therefore I am, and I am in love, finally in LOVE!!! 

Every sound, every tingle, every blissful bell, every chill I experience, from it, is alive within me. Every calling of my name, every word enlivened, played, spoken, by this voice calls out to me, and is even from within me.

 I am, in the state, the state of 'being', for this is the love, the real, most real love.

I cannot believe I have found it, I have found the true everlasting LOVE, the real love, the limitless and eternal never beginning, never ending most perfect and true LOVE; and because of it, I AM all these things, therefore I am in it, it is in me and I am in LOVE and LOVE is so in me.

We are all but children, lost and most precious babies, surviving lost without the rules of how to do anything, or even how to be. We are but the most precious, most abundant and most valuable beginnings of all, that which we are capable of. We begin this life and all lives and we are the beginnings of it, just as seeds, just as pure light. We all are cast from the hand that once held us with such love, and therefore we land, and few gain holding, few make it to bloom.

In the success of one, comes the success of all, for we are all and many, forever and One!!!

May my eyes see for all, may my body feel for all, may my life be for all, for all I am in LOVE, and made eternal because of it. Let this love forever stand, as it always has, and let all things of this love forever be, for it will be, as all that it is, is truly by it's most divine and most perfect will. 

We search this love, this light, this hunger, through the knowings of each other, seeking each other, for love from one another. This is but a flower facing downwards, turning it's back to the LOVE. I see now! 

The love is what we all seek, fight, pain and destroy for, and will continue to die for, until we all as ONE finally become the aliveness within, see, and fly!!! I am and we all are this 'I am', as we are all beautiful, most precious, most asleep and yes, most alive. No matter, in all of our movements, we are most alive, but all so asleep to the knowings of it. 

I am in love, in love, so in love and this is where we are to awaken into becoming. Ego, is the consciousness that encapsulates the soul into the becoming of this flesh. It is beautiful, for it allows One to even feel this being in love, but it can entrap, ensnare and blind the wearer of it's purpose. So many things are inside out and flipped backwards, if only all could see, be and be in love. 

I dance with the electric light inside of my very body, my very soul, and because of this, even my heart dances. I look outwards and see the smallness, the meekness, the sleep and cry out, cry in and cry. If only all were here with me now. 

Then I realize, how all are here with me, as I am you, you are me and it is but a part of YOU that is with me, in this love, in love and in the being of it all, we are all in LOVE! All things are love, all things are in love. If you imagine it, feel it, believe it, it is. No one sees how we are all collectively 'allness', a fantastic energetic ball of forever light, in perpetual movement, limitless and forever. We are and therefore, it is and always will be. 

Listen to her voice and hear her, from it you will feel it, it is and therefore you are. You are! LOVE...is truly everywhere, it is you, it is me and I am in it, therefore, so are you. It is so beautiful, you can hear it for eternity and it be for the first time, every time. 

Oh how small these words are.

Her most meek, beautiful, innocent and yet most powerful life giving and nurturing voice, her love, her life force, her abundance in all eternity, as she is the very life of all life. 

Here it in his most powerful voice, his power, his devotion, his eternal protection is his honor, for he is solid and forever enduring.      

The two become One, the two become at One with the I 'amness', the eternal 'allness' of forever, forever within each other, forever in the being of LOVE!!! Together, is the endless, life giving and most beautiful song that puts into cause, all life, all knowings of all life and all reasons for all life. He is her honor and she is his, for they are each other's forever LOVE, and from all of this love, there stands eternal, the life of it. One but first become this 'One', then to see it, be it, in the being of it, which is being in LOVE!  

Oh, how I had to kill myself, to love myself and how I have found this 'being', now and 'till the next time, oh how I have loved you and will love you for our forever eternity. 

I see now, I see of how I fell, fell asleep. I see of how I must, once again and I see why. I must....

For in this sleep, this darkness, this hiding from you and even from myself, I must again, re-awaken to the LOVE of you, the love of myself, the love of this only 'allness'. This blissful war inside of me, it must go away, die and again rise again, so that I can war with all the eternity, to love you again. This war, I will fight forever, with all the rage of all of the life within me, I will die for eternity, in all possible and even impossible ways, forever I will suffer, die and again suffer, as I must, just to again awaken to love you, my love, oh how I love you. I am in love with you, I have found you. I have found my very soul, my very 'self', for I am you, you are me and we are One forever.

 This is how I can awaken, become enlivened again, and re-fall in love with you allover again, for eternity. I must die, for this is how I am to love you, to show you, to show myself of how much I indeed; and so powerfully, forever and completely love you, just love you, so beautifully love you. 

This is how I become the LOVE that you are, for I am you and you are me, and we are ONE. This is how the Universe of LOVE dances, oh dear souls, if you could see, feel, remember and be. Oh beautiful children of my children, all whom suffer, all whom laugh, see yourselves, for we are all to awaken, remember and fall in love. For the time for the kiss is upon us all, if only all heard this voice, this love, this eternity of who we are. It is the call to the real 'arms' of our love. This is the cosmic dance of the kaleidoscope of eternity.

 I will not hide from you, my love, I will again and forever completely die for you, just to love you. If only, I could die for you, forever and remain alive to fully feel and know all of the death, just to do it all over again. I love I am, for I have come home, I have come back to you, to your arms. I have remembered and I am now again in remembrance of all of Akaeshia.         

AWAKEN, for it is love that awaits you, and it's in the being of it, you shall again be. I will return to you, my love, my forever love, and I await it, but until then, I will feel you, know you, enjoy you, love you forever wherever this being is to be, as I am and always in love, in love with you. 

The Golden Eye of all Ages is in this awakening, remembrance and pure love, as we are to spend one night together, the one night of eternity, so let it stand for our forever, and it be our One, for we are One, until we again part for the sleep. As I await for again the given eternal chances to again fall and re-fall in love with you again, forever. Oh how I am so in love with you, forever isn't enough, for the forever is but one moment and I love you for all moments, all 'nows' and all 'forevers' and eternities endlessly. May the awakening fall upon you, with most vicious of fires, for the deepest burns awaken the deepest of sleepers. I am only on the other side of YOU, within you, forever awaiting your return to 'self'! MAY all remember! 

(Remember me, my love!)   

 inspired of Shamshara/Jolene Catan'ne 

09/02/16

HOW TO ATTRACT YOUR SOUL MATE USING THE 'LAW of ATTRACTION'!!!

ARE YOU SINGLE? ARE YOU INTERESTED IN FINDING FOR YOURSELF A WONDERFUL MATE, SIGNIFICANT OTHER, BEST FRIEND, WARM EMBRACE, HUSBAND OR WIFE?

I did something proactive and I want to share with all of you, exactly what I DID! Why, because I actually manifested the love I was seeking. As I sit here and write this, he is messaging me and we are to go on our second date. He is quite literally exactly all that I asked for and requested. How amazing and I am floating on cloud zillion. Crazy!!! I want for you to know how I DID IT!!! I used the law of attraction, our God given beautiful and truly amazing gift and inheritance, and activated it for myself. Here is how!!! 

1. Sit down, in a quiet room, while your mind and heart is in a state of bliss and peace. Feel your inner happiness and gratitude. Write out a list of all that you are grateful for and truly simply and deeply accept all that is. Accept all the things in your life. Accept the crazy world. Accept your whole body, accept your age, accept your finances, accept your house, accept your everything. You are you, and you are amazing, and list all that you are grateful for. You must write out this list until you are so grateful and so overwhelmed with so much gratitude, that you are even moved to tears. Authentic amazing happiness and gratitude. You must manifest this profound and pure emotional state for yourself. Hold this amazing feeling that is inside of you. 

2.  Then, I took out another sheet of paper, in fact, I took out some cards and I truly asked myself some questions. I asked myself things like, 'What kind of amazing partner/mate do I want? I started making my large and detailed list of the most amazing life partner, for me. Get very much into details. Cover all aspects. Write down and visualize as you write. VISUALIZE YOUR 'LOVE', AS YOU WRITE!!! VISUALIZE!!!!

3. I visualized and wrote down the emotional characteristics of my dream partner. I visualized and listed the physical characteristics of my partner. I visualized and imagined and wrote out my dream partner's history and all things that he would be to me and to my adorable, amazing children. I visualized much! Below, is a simplified sample of my list, for you to get a better idea of how you are to do this. Of course, make your own list, being very careful to cover all aspects of all things that are important to you, Dear Ones. 

4. PHYSICAL: 6'5 or 6'6 feet tall, dark long hair, must look like my twin. male version of me!!! not skinny, not fat, just normal, strong, and healthy. None smoker, great smile, great teeth, decent oral health and decent appearance, clean and respectful appearance. Soft hands, soft deep strong voice, great smile.

SMILE IS JUST SO IMPORTANT TO ME!!! :-)

I WROTE MORE!!!!!

He must have great breath and big brown eyes, and then I went on to describe all of what I wanted from this dream man, emotionally! 

5. EMOTIONS: Patient, wise, enduring, silly, adventurous, devoted, loyal, monogamous, faithful, family oriented, mature, serious, to truly deeply love me, grateful to have me, satisfied having just ME! Selfless and supportive of my career goals. Loving to children, must love children and my children. Must be gentle and loving to animals. Must be enlightened and love life, love love and love his family, supportive and selfless to his family. He must be safe, not abusive, not dangerous, no criminal, no drugs, no emotional abuse, no disrespect. He is respectful, loving, grateful, sincere, has manners, can cook, loves to make people happy.

6. TALENTS/PERSONALITY: Can cook, knows how to do MAN stuff, plumbing, car, electrical works etc. Must be strong, no drug addiction, no porn addiction, no depression issues and self destructive habits. Non smoker. He is brave, and responsible a LION among all men. He is protective, nurturing, soothing, and loves deeply, most profoundly and feels emotion deeply. He must love art and love all nature. HE MUST LOVE HIMSELF COMPLETELY. 

7. FINANCIALLY: He must have self worth, pride and be responsible. He must be employed and have a job. (I didn't specify any kind of job) I don't care. I only specified ONE thing. I stated: He must have a job that gives him the freedom to come home to me every night! For him to be home in my arms and with our family, every single night. No nights sleeping in motels or at any other place away from us. I wanted a relationship with my love where I would never again feel the cold of night, the alone of the dark. I wanted the snoring and the farting of my true heart, my true life partner, my true amazing man, and truest of all loves, just him. 

So, Dear Ones, I made my list. I sat there and truly was completely honest with myself on all things that I would love to have in my dream man. The above mini list, that I share with you, is honestly just a simplified version. I mean it when  I say to make a very detailed long list of the dream love of your life. While doing this, imagine very vividly, all the things you are writing. If you are wanting a woman with a very beautiful voice, then while writing this down, hear her beautiful angel voice singing to you, in your ear, from behind you, and giving you a kiss. If you are wanting a loving warm handsome man to hug you hold you and tell you the true 'I love You', then while you write this down, you must imagine this. Imagine him to hold you. Imagine his voice and his breath and the feel of his arms. Take your time and truly visualize all of this. 

Get so lost in the magic of co-creating, that you even completely forget that your body is sitting in a chair.  Get so buried in this magical moment, that you forget that you are single. Start to feel like your 'Soul Mate' is indeed yours. Believe this and feel all of this. Hold this feeling. Imagine this amazing person and this amazing experience. Keep a hold on all of your powerful feelings of gratitude while you are imagining your LOVER, your BEST FRIEND, your LIFE PARTNER, your WIFE, your HUSBAND!!!!

8. Then, in your magical list, write out how your LOVER, is to be your dream lover!!! Write out all of the best things that you love about the intimate sexual relations. Write out all of the romance and closeness and intimacy that you have always craved and dreamed of and for. Imagine this person being and doing all things that you love. Imagine this person being completely in love with you, amazed by YOU, devoted to you, crazy about YOU! Then flip this around, and imagine yourself giving all the pleasure, happiness, love and complete devotion to your dream lover. Imagine you are making your love so happy and so safe and comfortable with you, so vulnerable and close to you. Imagine you are enjoying all the things you are doing and saying to and for your lover. Imagine all aspects of being intimate with your partner. Truly imagine. 

9. I know that all of what I am writing is even silly, and even looks silly and even is somewhat embarrassing for me to even write all this down. It is sorta embarrassing for me to write this and also know that I am to post this for the world to see and know. Questions like: How will people view me? How will people think of silly Jolene? Thoughts like this, do cross my mind, but I will tell you this, it worked. The man is in my life even as I am writing you this. I am writing you this post, this article and I am strongly grateful for this method, as it actually worked. 

He is 6' flipping 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you know how freakin' rare this is?????

How rare it is to find anyone this height!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wrote this down and imagined it. I also wrote, in  my list that he has to live very close to me, no out of town crap!!! lol. He lives in (MY TOWN)!!! I COULDN'T BELIEVE THIS!!!! 

I wrote down how I would rather him be my age or two or three years younger. As I wrote this, I actually was imagining him 3 years younger. He is 3 years younger than I am. WOW! I wanted long dark sexy vampire hair!!!! I had a movie in mind, as I imagined his appearance. The movie is called 'Interview with a Vampire'! There is a vampire, in the movie, that lives in Paris, named ARMAND!!! So incredibly hotttt!!!! Well....

He lives in my town, has black long hair, 6'6, three years younger than I am. I wrote down how he has zero children and has never been married before. He has never been married and has zero children. I wrote down how he cannot be easy and give his body to just anyone who says yes. I wrote out how my dream man, dream partner must have high, high standards and must be very cautious as to who he would even allow to kiss him, and HE IS ALL OF THIS!!! 

I am so, so, so, moved and absolutely amazed and blown away, by this, that I am sitting here, just thrilled and I AM compelled to write this blog, for you all. I have to share this! His career, he is home every single night. He is all characteristics that I dared to dream. He is actually so identical to all that I wrote out, that I am now planning my power ball winnings, lmao! 

What's even more crazy than this article, is how one day, I am going to tell him all about this. I will show him my cards that I wrote my list down on, and how perfectly he matches up to all of it. 

So, what do you think? Will YOU give this a try, a real and sincere complete go? Follow my instructions and throw all of yourself into it. Use your heart, use your imagination, your love, your believe, YOUR FAITH!!!! You are powerful, you are given gifts of this ability. We weren't thrown down here, to live on this plane, this EARTH and be in the wilderness alone, without anything. It is a wilderness, empty and vast, for a reason. This reason is so that we can create. You are co-creator, and a child of the CREATOR! This life is your book to write, your adventure to live, your story to tell. Make it a blast. MAKE IT!!!! 

JOLENE CATANNE

Contact me via INSTAGRAM @akashic_revelations or join me on Facebook @Jolene Catanne     

                   

THE LOVE I FEEL!!!

WHAT HAPPENS TO LOVE

WHAT DOES IT DO

WHERE DOES IT GO

Ever fell in love? Ever REALLY fell in LOVE? Have you ever fell in love with 'love'?
Have you ever wondered where does all of this love go, once the love you loved is no where around, for you to love? Have you ever wondered where did your Love's love for you go? What happens to love?
Especially, what happens to love when the relationship ends, where does the love go? 

I have fallen in love more than a few times. There is the baby love, the teenie love, then the grown love. What blew my mind and even my heart, was how much more I loved, how much deeper, I loved, each and every time I loved. What I have noticed, is how the love actually expands, grows and goes even deeper, with each and every experience gifted me, for loving someone. It is now reached a point where I feared and still, at times, fear loving again; as I have been there before, and I know that my next Love will be even deeper and more profound!

LOVE, oh the topic that drives us all, motivates us all, empowers us all, hurts us all, births us all, and even eventually kills us all. How so, keep reading!  

Love is the beginning of all things. Love is the force behind all, things. Love is all the things that is being begun and love is even the force which wields it's self! Love takes all forms, knows all things, is all colors, is all sounds. Love is without time, without limit, without diminish, forever everywhere, for all wheres, simply are, as all wheres are love. 

This website is love, this electricity is love, this reader is love, this writer, is love. Everything is of love, from love and goes back to love. What confuses us, is how love is experienced. Love manifests in various forms, ways, lights, feelings, things and is always shifting in it's degrees of strength. 

Love is determined by proximity to another form of it's self, and is aware of it's self. Love knows all things, sees all things and is all things and everything in between even the things. It simply cannot be completely labeled, bound, hidden or diminished. Only the ways in which it is perceived, view and form awareness of it. Be it in the lacking or the abundance, love is everything it perceives it's self to be, or not be. 

You are love, I am love, we all are love. We just perceive it differently. We see each other differently. We feel each other differently. We experience all loves differently and manifest more love differently, as love would have it no other way. Love is creative and is the epitome of freedom. Love is likened to a bucket that is thrown, where all waters splash freely and land everywhere it possibly can. Love is expressing itself in all ways that are possible, by virtue of it!

Love is given many names and yet is nameless. Love is all things named and experienced and yet remains unseen. Love is felt, heard, smelled, remembered, thought of, dreamt of, feared, loved, fought for, died for, lived for, and yet, it is not known as being all of the things that it is, for it is all things. Love has many labels. Love is all thins, yet the labels used, cause the blindness of it. 

You don't look at your mircowave and call it or even think of it as being love, but it is. Love comes in all things measured and yet is immesereable. Love is and simply is, always was and always will be. It is all strength and all weaknesses. It is experienced in it's weakest forms and strongest forms. The darkest crimes, the greatest acts of humanity, are simply actions of love, but of different strengths, concentrations of it. There is always love behind even the greatest horror. There is always pain, behind the greatest loving act. There is love in all. For all is love. See with love, all the love that is. Only but measure it, and know it. Know that even the many lacks of it, is still love. The weakest love, is still love. There is love all around, because all that is, all that is around is simply it, love. 

So, where does it go? What happens to love when the relationship falters? It simply doesn't go anywhere. The molder of it, the controller of it, which is it's self, manifested in you and all, simply reassigns it to manifest elsewhere, which is another place of love, with purpose to be love, as it too is love. 

Love cannot die. Love is and simply...is. 

Love is why there is experience and the experience of the lack of it. Love is why we experience hate. Love is hate, and hate is love. Imagine a flashlight, flashing its light deep into the darkness, and it being the only light source around. Observe the strength of the light at the lense of the flashlight, and see how the light dims while you look outwards. See how far the light shines out. See how many feet the light extends. Eventually you come to where the light is no longer viewed. Eventually, you see darkness. This is where you start to experience the epitome of the lack of love, the lack of light. This is where the darkness is. This is where the hate is. But if only you all knew of how even the entire forest of darkness is love. How both darkness and light are but one. The yin and the yang. The light, the dark, the love, the hate are all one. 

All that there is, that is, that can be, that is being, simply is love. There is nothing outside of love. Only love stands, even when it is believed to be hate and void, it is still love, for in the act of observing it, one is loving it. If one is observing it, since the one observing it is love, then there is love in the observing of there being lack of love. Love is all things. 

When strength of love weakens, this is because it was once grand. The grandness of it never disappears, never dies, never fades, only the experience of it does. Ultimately, one comes to see the light everywhere, without flashlights or sources, as all things are light, all love is light, all things are love, and even all observers are love. 

All one need do, is follow the light which is observable for your finding. Regardless of how dark things may be experienced as, there is always light. There is always love. Because you, I, and all things are love, we have freedom to chose. Chose to see it. See it everywhere. See it in all things, as this is what it is to be awakened, to see, to be enlightened. One who becomes love, is now experiencing all of it, and now knows of it, knows of self, knows of all. Everything is love and it cannot go anywhere, die, weaken or fail. One only change experience and perception. Love is seen yet is unseen. Chose love. Choosing love, is choosing to see. Seeing love, is seeing all variations of it. Then even the hate is known as an experience of love, just a very dim version of it. 

Destruction and creation is love, for even the thing to be destroyed is in and of it's self a thing of love. The action of destruction, is yet existing, and all things are love. Knowing this brings acceptance, oneness and brings one into the stillness of just being, which is being in oneness with love.

                   

JOLENE CATANNE

What Comes AFTER The Twin Flame of your LIFE?????

This topic, of what comes after the Twin Flame Relationship, of your life, isn't covered too much, and is a very big interest to many, many out there. Many of you have seen my Twin Flame videos and the many, many revelations I share with you all. Many now are surely informed that the relationship that they were in, are currently in and or starting brand new in, is indeed an epic amazing, life changing Twin Flame Union.

Many are left wondering what is next, what am I to do, and is the journey over, once One has found their love? Is the adventure done, in this life, once One meets their Twin? What if some of us aren't actually together with our Twin, anymore? What comes next and how does this work? What is the astral plan for the overall spirit families whom embody human suites?

This actually requires that I explain the difference in between 'Soul Mates' & the epic Twin Flames! Would you be surprised to find that often, not all of the time, but often, we switch from one to the other. Often, when One experiences a massive life changing Twin Flame, then the next journey that awaits is one with their Soul Mate! I will explain, and it is amazing. Also, have you ever thought of utilizing the 'Law of Attraction' for your preference of journey, with regards to romantic and spiritual advancement(s)? This too, I will delve into.

For many, this will seem very delusional, imaginative and even off the wall, but if you do indeed have an open mind; if you have indeed had any supernatural experience(s), if you have ever witnessed a synchronistic event, or chain of events, then you might want to consider getting some insights into the hows and whys! Join my blog, feel free to comment, feel free to ask questions. I am actually writing this short blog, because of someone asking me this very question: What Comes After the Twin Flame life changer Relationship?

WHAT NEXT!!!!???

I will be covering several platforms, and maybe one or more applies to you, maybe just one, or if not, then message me. I will do my best to cover as many as what comes to mind.

PLATFORM ONE

You are still engaged with your Twin, deep into the relationship, and you have recently learned of what it all is and where you stand. You may be feeling that it is going to end up ending, or being a source of severe pain, if it does not. Regardless, you may find yourself wondering, what comes next?

PLATFORM TWO

You may be fresh out of this Twin Flame relationship, and in much deep pain. You may feel a whole host of various pains and confusion and maybe even helplessness, while wondering what could possibly be in your future. What kind of relationship, if any, comes next, especially after one such as this one?

PLATFORM THREE

You may simply be curious, and new to all of this and finding yourself just randomly reading this blog, for any insights into relationships, especially for the Twin Flame relationship. You may be wanting a significant life changing amazing adventure 'Twin Flame' Union. You may even feel that it might be too late for you, that this is impossible for you, but you might want for one.

PLATFORM FOUR

You may have had your Twin Flame many years ago, and are finding that maybe you want your Twin Flame back. STILL hungry for what was left unfinished. Curious and even feeling emptiness inside, in certain areas of your heart or mind. So, if you are finding yourself asking, what next, what to do, what is the process to moving forwards and understanding what is happening? Read on....

If you take a look at all of your relationships, and now view them all as gifts, then you may realize the lesson in all of them. Each relationship throughout all of our many lifetimes are all taking us along the 'Yellow Brick Road', so to speak. They are all pieces of a puzzle, which act as breadcrumbs to contribute to all of us individually and yes, even collectively arriving somewhere, which is *home*! Keep this in mind Dear Ones, as you read along

There are contracted unions, that the world has primarily come to label as the Twin Flame Relationship, and the Soul Mate Relationship. Many also use these two labels interchangeably, and there are also free will relationships and encounters. 

Take a look at all relationships. All relationships are for the attainment of something, that we seek from outside of ourselves. Most relationships are called relationships because they usually are 'relationships' if sexual intimacy is involved. This also plays a role in what it is that we are being gifted through the engaging in these unions. These are gifts and here is something to consider. Carefully look at all of your past experienced relationships, within this lifetime, and even if you have to write it all out on a paper, see all that you have learned. Even meditate for the answers, if you need to. 

Most of you will conclude that you were seeking LOVE! The true authentic, unconditional love, that never leaves you, totally accepts you, knows all of you, forgives all of you, wants all of you, and makes you feel worth this pure love. Most of us are seeking the kind of love that makes us feel like we are lovable, worth loving, and maybe could even help us to truly love our own selves. 

Why am I even talking about this?

  

We come from love, which is God, which is pure unconditional LOVE! While embodying a suite/avatar within this dream/world, we experience the illusion of separation from our origins, which is complete unison with and of God! We feel the lie of this illusion, that we are apart, abandoned, alone, betrayed, worthless, unwanted, defected, and we walk around experiencing even a division of our own selves, for we are all double minded. Day consciousness/EGO & Night consciousness/SUBCONSCIOUS!!! 

So, we have contracted designated and divine relationship unions designed to help to guide us back into conscious union with our origins, which is the pure true and unconditional love of God/Higher Self.

All relationships are gifts which lead us down the path to our origins, home! Soul Mate Relationships are the loving nurturing relationships which slowly drop us into the illusion, while the Twin Flame Relationship Template are designed to awaken us from the illusion. The illusion of separation form SELF! 

So, if you are likened onto the many, many of us all, and you have always sought after the true and authentic love, the love of origin, then you have experienced many opposites to this love, in order to come to know the many types of loves, which served to expand your overall conscious awareness of the love, that which you originated as, and will return to. Now look at your current relationship stance. Are you single, are you with someone, or are you sorta involved, but not sure what it is yet? There are many ways we situate ourselves in these experiences and this tells you much, if you look. 

Ask yourself this question....

What are you most experiencing in this relationship, or what was it that you mainly experienced within your last relationship? Here is an example to consider and use towards yourself, for this insight.

Did you primarily experience only being valued for a thing, such as sex, or money? Take a good look into this, as this will serve as a good example of what it is that we are to learn from our own selves; which will help guide you on your OWN path into knowing where you are to go to next!!!

I provide an example above, regarding being found only valuable for the sex or the money, as there are limitless experiences to be had. The above is just an example to consider. 

Here is the reason for it. Your partner will be a gift to you, for you, to show you, YOU! 

If you find that your partner seemed to only want you for sex, or for money, this shows you that there is something about sex or money that you feel that gives you worth. This shows you that there is something about the sex or money that makes you more lovable, desired and worthy of love. Somewhere, along the way, you have placed judgement on your sex value and or money value, to be a negative thing, but a needed thing. Therefore you may experience your partner seemingly coming to you for just sex and or just money. Initially we may think, oh, that is just a reflection of what kind of person that we are with, is. This too is true, but we attract what we are. We attract what is like our own selves. Why?

To come to know ourselves, our deep buried subconscious selves, so that we may face the things we have come to not like about ourselves and then know ourselves and then make a change and experience how change may be good or bad, but eventually arrive at simply loving our true authentic self, regardless of labels, thus labels fall off. 

Slowly and gradually we arrive at knowing thyself, and unconditionally loving thyself, which is closer to origin, and true self love. All relationships gift us this through the experience of the multiple adversities to the deep desire for true and authentic self love. 

Are you coming out of a very life changing and maybe painful relationship? Was your last relationship Twin Flame? If you are still in pain, then you haven't quite faced all of the deep most hidden reasons behind all of your pain. Example: If someone calls you fat, and this deeply hurts your feelings and makes you feel betrayed and worthless. This will only hurt your feelings and cause you pain, if deep, deep down inside of yourself, you believe you are fat, worthless and unwantable. If you do NOT identify with and have no labels for and or judgement for this experience, then you will shrug it off and be on with the rest of your day. If your significant other cheats on you, there is a great pain inside deeper than language can speak. There is a deep fundamental reason behind this pain. 

You must go within and honestly find your answer for why this hurt you so much. MOST commonly, the reason for this soul pain, is because, from this person, you have put an expectation on. You need love and want love with this person and from this person. Deep authentic and unconditional love from this person. You have put effort, time and much trust into this person, and then was given this pain, instead. Here is the kicker. Get ready, it will hurt and hurt bad. This person acted selfishly, yes, and this person did betray you, yes. 

The gift found from this kind of experience is the gift of complete unconditional self love. How??? WHAT IN THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT?????

             

Your relationship with this person, is also an illusion. It is not real. It is only an adventure. It is a game, where you are to learn a conscious expansion and step forwards into being closer to HOME. WHAT in the hell???

Let me explain:

We enter into these contracted relationships and there are different types, for experience that will slowly and gradually bring back our memories of what and who we truly are, which is true unconditional love, that is of God. If you partner, that we attract, by the way, cheats on you; you are being faced with the painful truth that no one will and no one can, love you like YOU can. No one can give you your own LOVE, but YOU!!! No matter who you get with, no matter what you do, no matter where you travel, no matter whom you trust, no matter what bond you devise, you will, will come to know the experience of the contrasts to all that you seek, which is ultimate, unwavering, complete and total unconditional LOVE!!!! 

Once you have lived enough lifetimes, once you have loved enough, once you have been through all of the maze, of this illusion sooooooo much, for sooooooo many times and return trips, you will finally come to really realize this sacred truth, that all that you have been seeking outside of yourself, is within yourself. If you are not here yet, if you are still hungering and needing to get love from outside of yourself, then you are not done having the unique adventurous journey of living lifetimes within this dreamscape. You very well may reincarnate here again, and again, until you arrive at the lifetime where you truly and deeply see, feel and down deep into your core, come to know this sacred truth. 

If your partner has cheated on you, the lesson here is for you to arrive at a choice. Either you drop your partner, or you decide to forgive your partner. Some of us say we forgive and do not. Regardless, we eventually live the lifetime where we arrive at the true forgiveness, and then the unconditional love is born. Unconditional love is born through only 'EVIL'. Evil acts must be done onto us, for us to be afforded the experience of 'choice' and the gifts of choosing to forgive. By being the one to eventually arrive at the lifetime of truly forgiving someone for such an act of such betrayal, One comes to realize One's own capacity to truly and unconditionally LOVE. Then One can then see that all of the love that has always been sought after, was within, this whole time. Then One can finally unwrap the gift and realize that the true unconditional love that has always been needed, wanted and hungered for, can only come from within. 

Until you learn this, feel it and know this, deep down into your very own soul, you will re-experience all contrasts to love, over and over and over again, reincarnating into many, many illusions of dreamscapes, until you awaken from the dream.

So, what next?????

If you are coming from a Twin Flame experience, and you want to know what comes next....

If you haven't had your Twin yet....

If you had your Twin many years ago....

If  you are just curious....

You have the answers already inside of yourself. You only look within, meditate and then honestly look at yourself. Look at what it is that you dominantly experience from all of your relationships. If it is the need for love and to be valued, cherished, wanted and protected, you will most likely experience more relationships with lessons/gifts of contrasts to LOVE, in order to find it. If you are One who knows true and unconditional divine self love, then you are ready for yet another Twin Flame, or Soul Mate, just that now, you aren't going to attract your Twin or Soul partner from a position of need, or lack. You will now be attracting a Twin for further awakening into deeper unison with Higher Self/God, or you will attract a Soul Mate, for simply experiencing someone to use your new rediscovered abilities to love, on and with. 

Only you can answer the above question. What comes next. I can only give you a template, which greatly depends on what is inside of you! Ask yourself these questions and find the true embarrassing but honest answers, and then you will know what you are to experience. You will then know which type of relationship that you will attract, as Twin Flame will bring you to self love, unconditional love, when YOU are ready; and Soul Mate will have some love, but will slowly serve to distract you from remembering who you are and serve to entertain you. 

If you haven't seen any of my Twin Flame videos, you really should, as I expose the meat of what happens in every day life of a Twin Flame relationship that is extreme versions. I make it very easy to identify if whether or not you are indeed engaged in an authentic Twin Flame relationship, which will show you if you are in a Soul Mate relationship, or not. YouTube: Jolene Catanne

 This will also help you to gauge where you stand on what is to come next for you. Again, leave a comment or question for me. I very much welcome you to. BE BLESSED and I Sincerely hope this has shed some light into your view, for we are all headed to the same place, just each journey is our own story, and it's amazing!

This is the end of part one on this topic. I am coming back with a part two, as I want to share with you what is coming next for me, how I know this and how you too can know this. As I have just come out of a very life changing Twin Flame Journey, and I have some very interesting insights that I believe will be of benefit to any who seek these answers. ~Jolene Catanne  

    

Twin Flame: Is your TWIN a COMPULSIVE LIAR & WHY!!!!

TWIN FLAME: Is Your TWIN a COMPULSIVE LIAR & Why! 

Want to know why? What does it mean, when your Twin always tells you lies to your face, on a daily basis? Why are you having this experience with your Twin? What are the deeper reasons behind this over all contracted experience? If this person is your Twin Flame, then this means this person's 'soul' is indeed your own. So why would 'YOU' lie to 'YOU', and betray yourself, in this manner? What is the point of experiencing this issue with the one whom you so deeply love, when almost all other aspects of the relationship is normal, and even beyond amazing? READ and find out. 

Have you ever had someone lie to you before and then get caught, in the lie? You have experienced this, I am pretty sure, as I have myself. Sometimes this is funny, and you shame the person, pick on them, and move on. Sometimes the lie is a serious matter and you must seriously reconsider having any further dealings with the person who made the choice to lie to you. Why am I talking about regular everyday lies, right here...because regular everyday lies are just that, regular. When a perfect stranger lies to you, you just got lied to, but beyond the regular irritation of the lie, this usually does NOT cause you to experience deep emotional pain. Even if friends lie to you, usually you can move past it, depending on the circumstances, and all is good and well. These types of lies, from friends, are not soul crushing, agonizing, mind flipping, wounding blows to your core, to your very soul; but when your TWIN FLAME lies to you, this is a whole different novel of pain. People even have taken their own lives over this particular kind of soul twisting agonizing pain, caused by their Twin. 

I have a very serious and deep point that I'm working up to, with this above harsh and true statement. Sincerely, from my heart, for your benefit and even soul benefit, I will share with you the whys and hows of this experience. Whole heartedly, I tell you the following and this is most amazing and eye opening. 

 

SOME CRUCIAL THINGS TO FIRST KNOW BEFORE READING FURTHER

I am aware that many of you already know most of what I am about to simply list, but I still push forward for listing some, some of the basics to the TWIN FLAME, simply for the benefit of those who have no idea.

1. One must firstly understand that your TWIN is wearing another body, another suit, but that your TWIN is, at the soul level, sprung off and a part of, YOU! The two of you, literally share the same soul spark, which is also labeled as 'fire'. Most people understand and get this concept. It gets deeper. 

2. In between lifetimes and before reincarnating into the next life, we all take on new roles to play out, for the next 'play'. We all enter within DIVINE CONTRACTS, so to speak, as these contracts define our roles and have specific goals; in which we agree to fulfill, within these lifetimes, we excitedly take on. 

3. The soul is also called a few other names/labels, and this is important for fully understanding what is going on. Knowing this is vital to understanding why your TWIN, yourself, is constantly lying to you.

4. Keep this in mind, for your consideration, as many people have different beliefs. So just consider what I am about to spill/reveal to you. You may very well reconsider some of your own beliefs and find incredible relief and understanding about the issue that you are finding yourself in. Sincerely, I say this, as I have been there, Dear Ones. I have not only been through hell, I've sold tickets!

 SOUL=soul spark, light, essence, flame, fire, breath, air, conscious, & spirit, just to name a few. 

5. There is a very important reason for knowing why the 'soul' is also known as a type of 'fire'. You are a conscious, breathing, experiencing, loving, passionate, learning being, that is temporarily vacationing/learning through the use of a body.   

6. Your Twin is the gasoline to your inner soul, your inner fire, your inner flame. You are the gasoline to your Twin's soul, fire and flame. When the two of you meet, fall in love, share intense intimacy, and spend time together, the two of you will arrive at causing friction. There is a very deep and profound reason for this, and your Twin being a compulsive liar is only but one of the multitudes of reasons why the two of you experience friction and fighting. 

So let us now get to the core of what is going on. 

Before we reincarnate and split off from Creator God Force, which is ourselves, we are at one with God. We experience the sheer power of pure fire, pure consciousness, pure love and pure sound and light. We are complete and whole,lacking nothing, for we are all things, knowing zilch about lack. We are all a part of the actual being of GOD! 

We then split off from God, which then becomes the possibility of now perceiving of God, for we are now at a perceived distance from God Source, divided off from God. We, in this astral/spirit/fire form, are then likened to angels. The word or label that we use, for describing astral beings, is angel and many other names/labels. We can use angel here. The more these angels divide from each other, causes even more of a dimming of this immense light, power, fire and purity of love. We then must divide off into enough parts, as to finally slow down our luminessence, energy, and conscious awareness, until we are now a frequency match that is not too powerful to be embodied by an avatar/ suit/body. 

The way back to God/home is through our Twin!!!!! 

This is sacred and divine and predestined within the astral, prior to incarnating and reincarnating within any holographic plane/adventure. 

So here goes...

As we divide, more and more and more from God, which is where we originated, we also shrink in perfection and even to the point of amnesia. We forget all of this. We forget our origins. We take on imperfection, vulnerability, fear, hatred, and all the opposites of what we truly are. We are now aware of the darkness, which is also a part of God, but at the extreme opposite end of the spectrum of the source of all creation. In order to find our way home to our origins, we must find our Twin. Through each lifetime, we do this. We experience this love, this bond, this divine union, and many, many lifetimes experiencing every possible experience in between, growing in conscious awareness.

Here comes the deceit, betrayal, and friction. Your twin will play one role for you, as you play one role for  your Twin. If your Twin is the 'good' Twin, then you are to play the role of the 'bad' Twin, and vise versa. These roles switch. 'GOOD COP v/s BAD COP'. 

Your Twin is to ignite within you your fire, your energy, your passion, your love and open your consciousness through the experience of all things, all bads, all goods, all pains, all pleasures, all fears, all beliefs & most importantly, burn you into awakening. If your Twin is a compulsive liar, then you may indeed be having this experience with your Twin because you are to learn a very important lesson, which is to experience incredible pain. 

WHY???? 

If a friend lies to you, this isn't exactly soul changing. The more important the person is to you, the more betrayal you experience if this important person lies to you. To become severely betrayed, hurt, and even experience the conscious expansion needed for your own awakening, you must experience either extreme, beyond belief, pure and true LOVE, or extreme, beyond belief, pure and complete LACK of LOVE. You must stretch your heart's capacity, your mind's capacity and the capacity of your own conscious awareness through the experience of either one. This is why your Twin will lie to you. Not all Twins do this to the extreme, and not all people are at the point in their lifetimes where they are to experience extreme Twin Flame contracts, as not all are graduating from this plane.

When you are with your Twin, you truly do become one. So, when your Twin lies to you, you experience a mental fracturing, a ripping of yourself apart. It is likened to being split into two pieces. Each lie, produces this affect. Each betrayal causes yet another division of your own self, over and over again and this is the true meaning behind the age old saying, 'DEATH by 1,000 CUTS! 

You are to experience as many of these splittings of yourself, until you enter into the experience where your Twin reignites your soul into pure agony, which is when your soul spark burns with intense pain and becomes incredibly expanded in the 'hell' of the experience. You may not achieve this within the lifetime that you are currently adventuring within, and then again, you may. This is why all Twin Flame unions clash and fight. It is to cause the other half of 'self' to go to 'hell'. 

Here's the deal. A person can only love you as much as they know how to. A person can only cheat you as much as they understand how to cheat you. A person can only be as trustworthy as they themselves trust. The more pain you have experienced, the more pleasure you can now experience, due to the experience of its lack. 

EXAMPLE: Many children who are raised with very wealthy parents, never truly appreciate their wealth. If you were severely poor, and even suffered from it, then now you can truly appreciate being abundant and wealthy. You will now have sincere attachment and appreciation for the experience of having plenty, by experiencing the severe lack of plenty. The more pain, sorrow, loneliness, hatred and lack you experience, the more you now can come to know and experience all opposites to this. The more you experience the bads, the more you are now capable of experiencing the goods. 

You are eventually to come to living a lifetime where your Twin is to ignite your fire, your soul and split you into so many painful death experiences of the 'soul', that you now can come to know of rebirth, of love, and eye awakening truths. This is why your Twin may indeed be a compulsive, destructive liar, betrayer and do many painful horrid things to you. You are spiritually slapping your own face, pinching your own self into waking up from this dream, from this holographic adventure. You are ultimately burning yourself with your own fire, which is your Twin, into awakening out of the trance and belief of this 3-D dreamscape. 

If you find yourself completely hurt and so in love with your Twin, and being betrayed, lied to, and still just loving your Twin so, so, so, very much, then you are indeed expanding into unconditional love. Unconditional love is the love of God, which is your origin. When you begin loving even your worst enemy, you are loving the way you used to love, which is exactly what God is, unconditional love. You, Dear One, are most blessed among many. This is why many of our Twins hurt us. We show them unconditional love, at the end of the dream. They show us ultimate soul crushing agony, which leads to the greatest of all loves, unconditional love. Ultimately, your Twin gave you the greater gift. Ultimately, you awaken to true and pure unconditional love, from yourself, and for yourself, and if it is predestined, you will awaken from the Matrix, this dreamscape, this holographic reality and see all things, know all things and then make the choice. THE CHOICE is a topic for another blog that I will blog about. 

I hope this helps bring light and love to you. I hope this gives you a deeper understanding and explain some of the amazing truths behind why we are here, why do we suffer, why do we even have Twin Flames, and the format for the game we all play. Feel free to leave a comment or even a question below. Contact me on my G+ or email. embodyingsource@outlook.com 

WHY we seek LOVE

this is truth, always will be. We aren't meant to seek love from outside of self. This is the hearbreak cycle that is never ending. It is an illusion. the truest of all true loves is to come from within, for self, by self. Turn all this love you have and want to give to others and give it freely to self, as this is the storing up treasures within the heavens. As loving self is the path. Self love leads to loving all others and finding all loves. It is in self. It is already inside of you. One just needs to go within, instead of seeking outwardly. All that is, is already inside. So love 'self'. You and only you can give you this. The cycle ends and you conquer the game and the lie. It is only after one lives the life of trying to capture for self the love one craves from the outside of self, that one may finally come to realize that it is and always has been inside, from the start. The love you seek is already inside you. This is why no matter who we love, no matter how hard we love others, no matter how long, or how much we sacrifice; the love we seek, as long as we seek it outside of self, we will always end up wanting and hurt. Only, only after chasing it for so long and with all of our hearts and repeatedly failing in obtaining the love we seek, from outside of 'self', that one comes to rest from the race and search, that one finds the answer. One then can come to see that all we seek was within, the whole time, it was already inside. Don't you see that to love self is to profoundly simultaneously love all others, limitlessly, as we are all truly one. You will stop the endless cycle of pain, once you stop the chasing of it and give self what is inside 'self'. Your self love. We are all but children at heart, learning to self sooth, in this we may come to the universal love and find ourselves capable of then soothing others. the below post is so true as no one loves you as hard as you love, cause loving all others before self is going against the tide. surrender and go within, then one can see what is. much love